Stop biting me on the butt

So like the Boy at home is just making things hard. I took off the ring that matches yours. You gave me the word and I was done too. I was prepared. But Why do you keep talking to me. I'm not gonna push, I could give a ship. 
And don't come at me throwing stones saying I did you wrong,  but you did me wrong constantly. For someone who claims to know me. You slipped as far as I did. I was open with my mistakes. I never claimed perfection.  I'm sorry if you think I did.
Your words don't add up. Your actions don't line up. I gave you what you gave me. I refuse to be frustrated with you, or let you get under my skin.
I gotta change, and I am.  I'm young I screw up, so don't ask me to grow up.
Stop biting me in the butt.  I asked you to talk it out, now you wanna talk . You had your chance it's over.
My chance is over I suppose. But I'll see what fate has in store.
Take bite out of your own ass

Love buddy

Listen I know I'm going through this phase of healing but I got boy after boy on my plate. Well let me Tell you. I feel like boy that I'm healing from is Exactly that. I've finally taken off the ring. But boy number 2 you see him. He was trouble. We have reached our climax. I think. I made my bed. He's made his. But Why am I trying still. Hmm I don't know. But all I know is I want to be "buddies" with him. I don't want anything else. I'm done with the thought of feelings. And I know he can offer me nothing but a touch.
But Why am I still thinking about the future/present. Why do I feel like telling him everything and discussing things but we can't even talk hmm?
"real talk, is in need of some need of some real thought."

Healing of a bite

So it seems I wasn't done with business at home and it was dumb trying to find a replacement.  The unfinished business at home is officially finished.
I know I put you through the ringer and I hope you forgive me and one day I hope we can get past this. But until that day, I'll accept the separation.  I'll accept the not talking. I'll accept anything you give me at this point because I messed up. I did this. I didn't see the mistakes. I didn't see the signs.  I didn't want to see anything, I guess. I don't know.  I flucked up. I'm sorry.
So this is an end of an Era. The series of books has come to an end. You've gave up. I just won't try with you. I hit walls. So it's become clear after our talk it's over. The door is Closed. Basically nailed shut. Bricked closed.
So I'm not over it. I'm just healing and moving on.
It took some time to realize you werent my NUMBER 1 or an Important but simply my friend. A constant Id grown used to.
I'll miss you.

Addicted to the bite

So it feel like I'm addicted to him. My mind runs on him. It's getting ridiculous.  I'm used to not giving a darn about anyone I've been with. Or anyone in general.  Shoot I admit it,  I'm shallow, like a rain drop on the concrete. But some how this boy slips through the cracks.
He's like a bad addiction  he's a powerful drug I want to stop, because it's no good for me. He constantly taps at. I think those chronicles are done. I think it's time to just do me trust me.  Despite my addiction

Progress

So like I think we are making progress.  Trouble and I.  Last night was fun ya know until he left. I should of just stayed home. But now I sitting outside in the hot sun burning n getting a headache. But it's worth it to see them play. I'm so just gonna root his team on n leave when it's time
And that was just the game.  Now let's talk about the progress in both failing to make and making. I don't know if I want to get punched in through face or plunge down the stairs Cause that is less painful then any of this

Stupid or what?

So what's up my lovelies? you know I never quite ask y'all how you are doing so I figured I would. So you know i wish i could honestly sit here and have a convo with y'all but there's no one responding back so that is just like 8 types of weird.

wait?! 8 types you ask? yes 8 types, and no one has time to explain. i have hella loads to do and short time to post.

So let's see i think i did something stupid but it seems safe to simply blame this fool. i mean I guess I blew him off considering we were supposed to hang out. but I decided to chill with the girls for like an hour and hit the gym. But in my defense Trouble never actually told me when we would hang so i thought i could go to the gym. also i told him . I so sent that text meaning he should have read it and anything he did not do is so on him and not me. 

oh btw i'm so trying to leave this lab here because I'm in the same room as well FUTCHA and I've been well trying to avoid him and its worked so far. so i'm gonna dip before he notices.

Later lovers and biters. or better known as (ladies and gents.)

Fine?! you can bite this!

They say the people around you know you best, well apparently no one knows me that well. not even me.
So lets see the trouble before i get to that fine BS! well you see we all know about this boy I'm into. We will call him Trouble, so lovelies anytime you see "Trouble" i'm talking bout said boy I like. Now lets see outside of Trouble there is another fool I like, we are barely friends now, but i still can't get past how SEXYYYY he is. That boy was my bud, to me he still is and always will be; we will call him FUTCHA (Pronounced like future) lets keep him in mind too. and finally there's another boy i just think is well cute.
We all know bout Trouble since I complain about him almost every time I post. (i apologize, once things are fixed i won't have that problem anymore. but moving on there's not much to say bout FUTCHA, he's just FUTCHA, i want him like no tomorrow but i want Trouble too. i guess its like settling for Trouble, but i don't think i am. since the day i met him I've had some type of respect for him, and a weird attraction to him. I've always been kind of shallow.(skrrttttt! kinda? nah I'm very superficial)  but i say everyone has those moments.
well i guess i'm chill for now ya know. except for that bloody FINE rumor, that boy who said it has to be smacked like seriously. ughhhhyhhhhhh

well lovers i really had nothing to say today. expect life bites cause there has been know progress sense i told him