Stop biting me on the butt

So like the Boy at home is just making things hard. I took off the ring that matches yours. You gave me the word and I was done too. I was prepared. But Why do you keep talking to me. I'm not gonna push, I could give a ship. 
And don't come at me throwing stones saying I did you wrong,  but you did me wrong constantly. For someone who claims to know me. You slipped as far as I did. I was open with my mistakes. I never claimed perfection.  I'm sorry if you think I did.
Your words don't add up. Your actions don't line up. I gave you what you gave me. I refuse to be frustrated with you, or let you get under my skin.
I gotta change, and I am.  I'm young I screw up, so don't ask me to grow up.
Stop biting me in the butt.  I asked you to talk it out, now you wanna talk . You had your chance it's over.
My chance is over I suppose. But I'll see what fate has in store.
Take bite out of your own ass

Love buddy

Listen I know I'm going through this phase of healing but I got boy after boy on my plate. Well let me Tell you. I feel like boy that I'm healing from is Exactly that. I've finally taken off the ring. But boy number 2 you see him. He was trouble. We have reached our climax. I think. I made my bed. He's made his. But Why am I trying still. Hmm I don't know. But all I know is I want to be "buddies" with him. I don't want anything else. I'm done with the thought of feelings. And I know he can offer me nothing but a touch.
But Why am I still thinking about the future/present. Why do I feel like telling him everything and discussing things but we can't even talk hmm?
"real talk, is in need of some need of some real thought."

Healing of a bite

So it seems I wasn't done with business at home and it was dumb trying to find a replacement.  The unfinished business at home is officially finished.
I know I put you through the ringer and I hope you forgive me and one day I hope we can get past this. But until that day, I'll accept the separation.  I'll accept the not talking. I'll accept anything you give me at this point because I messed up. I did this. I didn't see the mistakes. I didn't see the signs.  I didn't want to see anything, I guess. I don't know.  I flucked up. I'm sorry.
So this is an end of an Era. The series of books has come to an end. You've gave up. I just won't try with you. I hit walls. So it's become clear after our talk it's over. The door is Closed. Basically nailed shut. Bricked closed.
So I'm not over it. I'm just healing and moving on.
It took some time to realize you werent my NUMBER 1 or an Important but simply my friend. A constant Id grown used to.
I'll miss you.

Addicted to the bite

So it feel like I'm addicted to him. My mind runs on him. It's getting ridiculous.  I'm used to not giving a darn about anyone I've been with. Or anyone in general.  Shoot I admit it,  I'm shallow, like a rain drop on the concrete. But some how this boy slips through the cracks.
He's like a bad addiction  he's a powerful drug I want to stop, because it's no good for me. He constantly taps at. I think those chronicles are done. I think it's time to just do me trust me.  Despite my addiction

Progress

So like I think we are making progress.  Trouble and I.  Last night was fun ya know until he left. I should of just stayed home. But now I sitting outside in the hot sun burning n getting a headache. But it's worth it to see them play. I'm so just gonna root his team on n leave when it's time
And that was just the game.  Now let's talk about the progress in both failing to make and making. I don't know if I want to get punched in through face or plunge down the stairs Cause that is less painful then any of this

Stupid or what?

So what's up my lovelies? you know I never quite ask y'all how you are doing so I figured I would. So you know i wish i could honestly sit here and have a convo with y'all but there's no one responding back so that is just like 8 types of weird.

wait?! 8 types you ask? yes 8 types, and no one has time to explain. i have hella loads to do and short time to post.

So let's see i think i did something stupid but it seems safe to simply blame this fool. i mean I guess I blew him off considering we were supposed to hang out. but I decided to chill with the girls for like an hour and hit the gym. But in my defense Trouble never actually told me when we would hang so i thought i could go to the gym. also i told him . I so sent that text meaning he should have read it and anything he did not do is so on him and not me. 

oh btw i'm so trying to leave this lab here because I'm in the same room as well FUTCHA and I've been well trying to avoid him and its worked so far. so i'm gonna dip before he notices.

Later lovers and biters. or better known as (ladies and gents.)

Fine?! you can bite this!

They say the people around you know you best, well apparently no one knows me that well. not even me.
So lets see the trouble before i get to that fine BS! well you see we all know about this boy I'm into. We will call him Trouble, so lovelies anytime you see "Trouble" i'm talking bout said boy I like. Now lets see outside of Trouble there is another fool I like, we are barely friends now, but i still can't get past how SEXYYYY he is. That boy was my bud, to me he still is and always will be; we will call him FUTCHA (Pronounced like future) lets keep him in mind too. and finally there's another boy i just think is well cute.
We all know bout Trouble since I complain about him almost every time I post. (i apologize, once things are fixed i won't have that problem anymore. but moving on there's not much to say bout FUTCHA, he's just FUTCHA, i want him like no tomorrow but i want Trouble too. i guess its like settling for Trouble, but i don't think i am. since the day i met him I've had some type of respect for him, and a weird attraction to him. I've always been kind of shallow.(skrrttttt! kinda? nah I'm very superficial)  but i say everyone has those moments.
well i guess i'm chill for now ya know. except for that bloody FINE rumor, that boy who said it has to be smacked like seriously. ughhhhyhhhhhh

well lovers i really had nothing to say today. expect life bites cause there has been know progress sense i told him

This totally bites

OK so like this seemed Pretty chill ya know.  But it just wasn't he's chill I was so done with him but I wasn't.
I was angry and got stupid but all I want is both not you and is you. Confliction.  I want you because I like you and appreciate you. But for some reason I crave everything about you. Though not you because I want him, to discuss everything, despite it all.
So now I'm trifling one. I'm the one at fault but That's OK I'll accept it and want u

Workin for the bite

Well This totally bites. I'm at this party. And the boy I'm into is plain stupid. Like he cut his hair that is so not cute. But he had been working to get in my pants is like ugghhh.
So let's see this day went horribly wrong he totally knows that I'm into him now. Not majorly into him but just enough to know I like him like a fat kid likes cake. Yeah totally sucks. And then I ask him and he's like idk but let's get busy and you'll find out.  Like the cuss man. I'm so irry with him it don't make sense. Total skeeze
So looks like I got two options either work for the bite or let go and be a bad biter and forget.
Who knows how worth it he really is.

Later lovers and biters I'll let you know later

Can't seem to get enough

I'm already struggling.  The words just seem to come out. I see you and I'm like *breeze flows through ears* yup Pretty much rendered useless.
Sad fact. I was better off as your friend and not thinking bout you in that way. Because now I'm empty headed and .... shy? What the absolute cuss? Like skrrt how did this happen to me.
I go in this all like "Yeah buddy! Let's for the Damn thing. "(Books, busting cracks, studying, no boys )  but now I'm like " Great Goth!  Lemme bite you. Lemme get to know you. " yup That's a Shame.
I still have yet to Holla at him today. No place or such things seems like the best place to say a thing to him.  Hell or time.  I guess I'm gonna have to out some effort into talking to him and just say whatever.

Biting the idiot Apple!

So I know I so posted earlier but geez boys seem to just take a bigger toll then I expect. Are they all that stupid is the question?!  Or am I the one who chooses the stupid one? Better yet am I the stupid one?!??!!?

The answer to these lovely biting Answer is Yes!!!
Yes they come stupid.  You buy boys stupid.  I'm totally looking for this stupid receipt. Like seriously this fool can bite down! Seeing as he's plain stupid and doesn't get the Ship I'm dropping for him to catch like get a clue. Ugghhh!
the next biting answer is once again Maybe just Maybe. They seem chill and then they get to Damn comfy and take you for granted that is sooo not cute. That just Well bites.  Like come the cuss on. Girls don't do special things for no good reason but like what is gonna get through to him a baseball bat. (Tah Oh the irony if only you guys knew) *sigh* not much one can do
Well final question is HELL YES!  Let's keep it real here. Stupid attracts stupid. And quite frankly yup it's true. Plus your trouble your just no type of good. And I'm the stupid one to think trouble is safe. Yeahhh.... OK!  Nah though I should just bite myself and tear myself a new one because I'm dumb enough to think he can read my wonderful mind.

So conclusion we are both idiots who have no clue about one another.  Ship we just don't have a clue in general . Wish me luck since I got to talk to him tomorrow hopefully all goes Well. Or else he's getting the great bite down with a few chose words.  But I guess it'll have to Wait til tomorrow

Night lovers and biters

Twisted BITE

Well hey y'all it seems that things have taken a twisted spin for the worst. Talk about  mega suckage or in other words this crap bites.

now back to the norm i suppose. like seriously . First i have surgery and it hurts like a witch. and then I got a boy clogged mind and no time to my self. JOY! ugh i hate this so much like legit. 

Like this dude is mad oblivious, i so wish dude wasn't but wishes don't always come true. I guess i should just be ballsy and take a bite out of that FINNNEEEE piece of man candy! lol just kidding. but that boy is cute. 
Now onto said yummtasticness, i so didn't mean to dig on the boy and next thing you know i'm hooked like a fish on a hook. Or a kid hooked on phonics! likeeee crap. all the sudden i see the boy shirtless and my brain is all like "ahehehehehe. omg boy is cute. can i have a bite please". well way to go ms. brain you just couldn't not look at him and not get feelings. ugh!
wait wait lemme back up before i say anymore biting words. Such as "its his stupid cute fault." or "*sigh* whyyyyyyyyyyyyy!?! me ?!  right now i could so take a bite out of my own butt!
any who back to said cutie, those stupid feelings just got me twisted and my new buddies (my girls that be mad chill, They deserve a biting shout out!) knew that i was into the boy before me ohhhhhh. boo. 
Take a bite sad fact
i tried not to like him
i was only flirting because well it seemed like a good idea because i was mad ascell
I should have probably walked away the moment i saw him

Now lets keep it real with a cute bite. Its his fault!!!. nah its mine i mean he happens to be everything i hate and like at the same things . we are total opposites, yet i'm messing up.

Biting consequences 
Boy got me full of withdrawals 
i can still think straight at least i think.
i avoid the mosquito like the plague
AHhhhhhhhhhhhh! whyyyyyy?!

so now i'm stuck with confusion, a headache , and not me disorder
so overall ship bites mega hard.
Oh plus got big day tomorrow. looks like i'm screwed. 
well i guess that's my complaint for the day. 

Deuces lovers, and biters  

Welcommmmmeeeeeeeeee

                 Well this is my first post ever and all i can say is welcome to Bite Down. The home where everything has a nice... bite in everything. whether I'm simply complaining about the stupidity of my life or the stupidity of others. either or I usually have something fun to say. But for today sense its a welcome there's hardly much to say except your in for a lot of biting words. and if you don't like BITE DOWN. Yay for showing my affections. I'm just so sweet i know. OK, well tootles for now lovers, and Biters. I'll post soon.