This totally bites

OK so like this seemed Pretty chill ya know.  But it just wasn't he's chill I was so done with him but I wasn't.
I was angry and got stupid but all I want is both not you and is you. Confliction.  I want you because I like you and appreciate you. But for some reason I crave everything about you. Though not you because I want him, to discuss everything, despite it all.
So now I'm trifling one. I'm the one at fault but That's OK I'll accept it and want u