Addicted to the bite

So it feel like I'm addicted to him. My mind runs on him. It's getting ridiculous.  I'm used to not giving a darn about anyone I've been with. Or anyone in general.  Shoot I admit it,  I'm shallow, like a rain drop on the concrete. But some how this boy slips through the cracks.
He's like a bad addiction  he's a powerful drug I want to stop, because it's no good for me. He constantly taps at. I think those chronicles are done. I think it's time to just do me trust me.  Despite my addiction

Progress

So like I think we are making progress.  Trouble and I.  Last night was fun ya know until he left. I should of just stayed home. But now I sitting outside in the hot sun burning n getting a headache. But it's worth it to see them play. I'm so just gonna root his team on n leave when it's time
And that was just the game.  Now let's talk about the progress in both failing to make and making. I don't know if I want to get punched in through face or plunge down the stairs Cause that is less painful then any of this

Stupid or what?

So what's up my lovelies? you know I never quite ask y'all how you are doing so I figured I would. So you know i wish i could honestly sit here and have a convo with y'all but there's no one responding back so that is just like 8 types of weird.

wait?! 8 types you ask? yes 8 types, and no one has time to explain. i have hella loads to do and short time to post.

So let's see i think i did something stupid but it seems safe to simply blame this fool. i mean I guess I blew him off considering we were supposed to hang out. but I decided to chill with the girls for like an hour and hit the gym. But in my defense Trouble never actually told me when we would hang so i thought i could go to the gym. also i told him . I so sent that text meaning he should have read it and anything he did not do is so on him and not me. 

oh btw i'm so trying to leave this lab here because I'm in the same room as well FUTCHA and I've been well trying to avoid him and its worked so far. so i'm gonna dip before he notices.

Later lovers and biters. or better known as (ladies and gents.)

Fine?! you can bite this!

They say the people around you know you best, well apparently no one knows me that well. not even me.
So lets see the trouble before i get to that fine BS! well you see we all know about this boy I'm into. We will call him Trouble, so lovelies anytime you see "Trouble" i'm talking bout said boy I like. Now lets see outside of Trouble there is another fool I like, we are barely friends now, but i still can't get past how SEXYYYY he is. That boy was my bud, to me he still is and always will be; we will call him FUTCHA (Pronounced like future) lets keep him in mind too. and finally there's another boy i just think is well cute.
We all know bout Trouble since I complain about him almost every time I post. (i apologize, once things are fixed i won't have that problem anymore. but moving on there's not much to say bout FUTCHA, he's just FUTCHA, i want him like no tomorrow but i want Trouble too. i guess its like settling for Trouble, but i don't think i am. since the day i met him I've had some type of respect for him, and a weird attraction to him. I've always been kind of shallow.(skrrttttt! kinda? nah I'm very superficial)  but i say everyone has those moments.
well i guess i'm chill for now ya know. except for that bloody FINE rumor, that boy who said it has to be smacked like seriously. ughhhhyhhhhhh

well lovers i really had nothing to say today. expect life bites cause there has been know progress sense i told him

This totally bites

OK so like this seemed Pretty chill ya know.  But it just wasn't he's chill I was so done with him but I wasn't.
I was angry and got stupid but all I want is both not you and is you. Confliction.  I want you because I like you and appreciate you. But for some reason I crave everything about you. Though not you because I want him, to discuss everything, despite it all.
So now I'm trifling one. I'm the one at fault but That's OK I'll accept it and want u