Can't seem to get enough

I'm already struggling.  The words just seem to come out. I see you and I'm like *breeze flows through ears* yup Pretty much rendered useless.
Sad fact. I was better off as your friend and not thinking bout you in that way. Because now I'm empty headed and .... shy? What the absolute cuss? Like skrrt how did this happen to me.
I go in this all like "Yeah buddy! Let's for the Damn thing. "(Books, busting cracks, studying, no boys )  but now I'm like " Great Goth!  Lemme bite you. Lemme get to know you. " yup That's a Shame.
I still have yet to Holla at him today. No place or such things seems like the best place to say a thing to him.  Hell or time.  I guess I'm gonna have to out some effort into talking to him and just say whatever.